Something is Missing...............

Amis Salut chérie ce qui se passe ,hey dear what happened didn't get what i said ................well i said hi darling buddies what's going on ?so have you all had your dinner ?ya i know you all had.well if you remember so last night i told you about an incident of ma college group rain n all and see its raining today ahem ahem ahem and i am sure tomorrow Bhopal gonna look awesome , fog all around.i wish i could enjoy this morning but i am not well ,cold n all poor luck man but no probs i will gaze the beautiful scene from ma window that would be cool no?

Today after a long time i had a words with ma college friend Nikita a part of our group which i had given a description of friends she is one of them i felt so good cuz it was a long chit chat with her actually we used to share very good rapo with each other still we share.Then she said that shraddha whether you are not in touch with us but still we talk about you and your achievements,about your job and career and we are very happy to see you stable.And you know what instead of being happy i felt bad because in final year 2008 when they used freak out together that time i was concentrating on ma career as i got the job soon.So i used to spend ma life between college to office to home and that is only the reason when they were enjoying i was not part of it.But today i miss ma group alot like anything and the time which i couldn't spend with them and see everyone has got busy in their career and we are not in touch except the few,But there is one bestfriend whom i miss alot and that's swati sharma nick name Monty.She was a complete tomboy chubby looks n all.Oh man the coolest time i had spent with her its just .............too good even i am spell bound she was a girl who always stood by me in times of sorrow and happiness ,we used to sit together even she was this much possessive for me that she never used to allow me talking to anyone else when she was there,Hey hey hey she was ma bestfriend ok so don't take it in wrong sense.I still remember the yummy samosas of our college canteen and some time we used to go the top n town and enjoyed the flavour of black current but she loved the blend of every flavour,strawberry ,chocolate,vanilla,black current,casata n all.wow yummmyyyyyyyyyyyy ,and that was the sign of our strong friendship whatever we had we used to share related to eating stuffs or other like books ,notes, everything.But right now i am not in touch with her cuz i don't have her contact no.even no one knows.I really miss her pressence...........and wanna go back to her, and ma college life too.
Life is so strange no......sometimes when we have everything we don't have bestfriends but sometimes when we don't have anything we have our all weather friends.so same with me when i have a great career some of ma best friends are missing,when i didn't have the career they were with me.still they are but not in the way when we used be.I know some of you are missing your friends and the same college life which you used to have like me Right?
But those who are still enjoying their college life one suggestion for them keep enjoying and along with making your career keep in touch with those buddies who are close to you and special as well.
Cuz time never comes back once you loose it you will miss it forever.well its around 1:20am asusual feeling sleepy too.so have a great night keep rocking alwayz miss me ,cuz i miss u and love me because ma love is always there with you i love you all.Takegood care of yourself and your family, friends your pets too hahahahahahaahaha
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Regards
"SHRADDHA"

"Enjoy every Moment as the best Moment of your life"

Hi my sweetheart chums wassup ?Is Everything great no?hmmmmmmmmmmmm
well so sorry for yesterday ,i know you might have been thought that i have forgotten to write as i promised you all, day before yesterday to make u smile righto with ma cool talks?Actually my pc had some prob that's why couldn't come online but i seriously felt bad about it missed you alot ma blog too.Nevertheless lets talk something good yup. Hey you know what ?Today's weather was so good i mean damn romantic and as Bhopal is one of the most enchantingly beautiful city ,city of lake so its just like icing on the cake.Such a sissling combination of romantic weather+beautiful lake city+winter season=complete fun or enjoyment or fultoo aish.Even lovers i mean couples are too smarter no, cuz they never miss the chance to hang around together.
But today i missed ma college group ,I was in MLB college which is girls college or can say non-coed in other word or sentence you can also say that "ENTRY OF BOYS ARE COMPLETELY PROHIBITED"now this is what we called food for the thoughts hahahahaha.Though it was and it is girls college but we had a cool group(me.swati sharma,swati verma,neha verma,neha jain.nikita,mitali,farheen,farha.) among the crowd even we were the Cinesor of an all eye from every aspects ,hey i am not exaggerating ma group or maself,i am just telling you the fact guys even sometimes we used to bunk the lectures and go the lake view wow and then what you could imagine,hey i tell you one of the incident of our biggest stupidity,it was a rainy season and our semesters were around at corner and we all planned to go to the upper lake and had fun n all .So asusaul bunked our chemistry lecture and reached to the upper lake,all of a sudden rain started and we got dranched into the rain badly,still we enjoyed like anything and you people know the tandency of boys when they see the group of cats i mean cool cool girls they cannot stop themselves making passes at them,so the same thing happened with us ,but we were entirely different from the others cuz we never used to take interest in al those stuffs specially those kindda boys whether they were handsome hunk like salman either imran hashmi we used to be ourselves more ,i mean chit chat,having fun n all.Anways after having masti all together we decided to go back to the college but these boys were so much caring and loving too they started coming along with us i mean those donkeys were started stalking us with compliments n all,but we ignored them cuz some where we knew this fact if we say any thing to them then we will invite them more so better to ignore them.Somehow we reached back to our college with our wet stuffs attires n all.it was around 3 pm for our Botany practical class which was very important for all of us because our practical marks were depending upon it so we had to attend it,But we were in the dilemma how to enter into practical room with wet attires and we were shivering also,so finally we got some courage and fearlessly entered into the practical room and made some gudie gudie slides then what? our faculty got happy even she forgot to ask where we are coming from and how we got drenched n all.Finally we all had got a sign of relief and decided to freak out next when there would be rain but no lectures or practical class.Hey that was simply a watchful moment or day of our life where we enjoyed or came in a fix too cuz of our botany practical which we had to attend with our wet cloths hahahahahaha.Besides school life college life is a life of joy and one mustn't miss to relish it to the fullest,Am i right?yup i am always right just kidding yaar.Hey sweetheart buddies its around 2:30am and i am going to sleep cuz have to wake up early ,so have a great beautiful night and morning too.. keep dreaming enjoy every moment of your life, miss me alwayz i miss u too love me alwayz cuz i love you all ..................
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Regards
"SHRADDHA"

Love for you forever

Hi my all lovable friends whats going on ?
yaar today ma cousins came to home and it was a great fun with them,after all sunday is all about fun day right no?you know what our life teaches alot whatever happens good or bad with us ,gives a new experience to know the world and makes us learn too ,so same with me as i told you before what sort of person i was previously (highly extrovet ,out social or sociable) but ma past few years or few months experience taught me this much that i have changed ma nature completely .Ya i am still friendly but for those whom i know very well,and you know what one thing i have observed especially in case of girls if you are very nice or please to everyone,and like a open book then lolz you need to change yourself cuz this world is not of your type to survive...................And this is what i have learnt. There are people who take you other wise just cuz of your genuine attitude whether you are very honest or clear from both the side it doesn't make any difference to them they see your outer nature (the way you are .... full on bindas with others, extrovert out social or out going,your dress up ,blah blah blah)and they figure out your personality in a wrong way .so stop being nice with everyone because people don't deserve this ,better to keep a very strong attitude ,try to be more introvert and mysterious so that no one would able to judge your personality .keep your bublyness or vivaciousness inside,Cuz this is something what people take in a wrong way.Anyways let it be .
Now Lets talk about the same chapter love in air ,hey i feel so good when i see the true lovers i means its really difficult in today's world to find the real love couples who make their love successful and create the history.Where there are people who spend years of time together but don't understand whether they love or not ...........see the stupidity.But i know only one thing which applies for friend or lover that is, if tears come out of your eyes just to miss someone and you don't know the reason why you are crying for that one it means you love that person and for whom you are shattering your precious tears which are like pearls.Because we cannot cry for every one except those who are very close to our heart.Even i cried alot for those who were close to me and i used to love them like anything whether i talk about my special friend or a boyfriend but .But ma badluck there was no value of ma tears.sometimes people think your tears and you both are fake, how to tell them how much they are important for you .As i have spent 24 summers in this planet where i found some best buddies who are still with me ,and some buddies who were the best and special ones but gone away.some buddies who tried to be good but they were fake.Everyone of them friends or boyfriend given me the best lesson of my life and i really learnt alot from both .Its really strange to know,some people get the best ones as such they dont't deserve and those who deserve they don't get.And i am one of them as i always wanted someone special with whom i could spend ma whole life,but i was and am not lucky in that relation hahahahahaha.But i know love is a beautiful feeling.Only true lovers know this.Going for a long walk hand in hand with your partner ,sharing every moment of your life,getting desperate for his or her one glimpse,then waiting for his call,missing the memorable moments that you have spent together,remembering the sweet talks and then shattering tears,love to care for him ,and doing creative things to make him feel special ...... that is all love,which u feel not for every one but only for whom you love and someone who is special to you .Love doesn't mean going for dating ,throwing party or giving or taking gifts,Its a feeling or emotion that nuture inside our heart.I don't know after a long time tears are coming out from ma eyes, getting so emotional,but happy too cuz i have shared ma feeling with you through ma blog as i don't know who reads it or not but it doesn't matter to me cuz i love to write atleast for ma self,because ma blog is ma best friend and have become a very special part of ma life.The day when i don't write any thing or don't get the time to write cuz of ma rushie-rushie life, i realy don't feel good,that time i feel something is missing or ma day is incomplete that's why some how i take time to write ,most of ma friends have stopped talking to me because they think i don't have time to talk to them online,But that's also okhe with me because my blog is ma first priority .And writing a blog or diary or anything isn't anyone cup of tea,cuz it needs emotion and feeling or ya food for the thoughts .i don't say i am a good writer but i can write something, at least express ma self through ma compositions or thoughts cuz i know i have emotions and feelings too.Well love is a part of everyone's life but some value it or some not.Love is immortal or everlasting.Hey i think i have created very emotional atmosphere around.Nevertheless tomorrow i will surely talk something happening that could make you smile..................well i think that's enough for today catch you tomorrow with a flare.so till then bye have a rocking beautiful night keep smiling miss me- i miss u too and love me because i love you all :)
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Regards
"SHRADDHA"

Love for you forever

Hey guys wassup ?
hmmmmmmmm i know i know you all doing great anyways,last night we discussed about love n all and i left it in between,so lemme resume it again.
If we talk about the age between 15-18 so teenagers are generally infatuated with their crushes and feel that they are in love therefore they develop strong feelings for their crush,well that's quite natural cuz it usually happens in this age,everyone of us has experienced it well ,Am i right?But it lives no longer ,when they come to know about the real fact.if i talk about ma crush so it would be a long list of ma endless crushes but i generally used to have crushes with cricketers in the class 8th that period of time, i was terribly fond of cricket .Ma first crush was Ajay Jadega Man he was like anything to me ,i had created a fantasy world around me for him ,where i used to dreaming about him we cycled together everyday hahahahaha ,and i had a huge collection of his pics.But the time when he involved in match fixing ma heart got broken.and ma affection for him turned into hate..................after i realized that it was just an attraction which i strongly had for him.Hey do you remember the time between 10-12th std.when we people had crush with the student of other section or class ,recess time ........exchanging the glances ,passing smile or comments,then waiting for his or her reaction,finding many stupid or silly reasons to go to his section talking to his friends,make him feel jealous, then stealing the glances ,speically boys generally have crushes with their subject teacher and the reasons of affection for her hmmmmmmmmmmm ,lemme give you the list of it ...

1. her dressing sense specially sari,punjabi suit that really attracts boys (A complete indian women)
2. Her beautiful features
3. Then silky long hair
4. body launguage the way she carries her self gracefully
   
5. The way she speaks or either shouts at them

1. 6.her oomph s (an expression ,usually beautiful girls have can say dynamic)

overall we can say she is like an Angel and now see the tendancy of boys they desperately wait for her arrival and once she enters into the class room then they simply get a sign of relief like that haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and now they pretend that they are one of the most decent and studious student of the class( no one can beat them)as they are not ,sitting keep quiet n all,and the most funniest thing is -only in her period they have the answer of every questions she asks.well that's a part of life it has its own charm.such beautiful unforgettable moments.cooooooooooooollllllllll no?That is called teenage.

Besides sometimes we share platonic relationship with someone. where we love eachother but don't have any romantic feelings.hmmmmmmmmmmmmm wow that sounds really cool cuz platonic relationship comes up with friendship.we love our best friends and share good rapo,we don't have feelings of romance but still love them like anything.Any ways right now i have food for the thoughts even wanna talk more about it but what to do its around 1:40 AM asusal feeling so sleepy huh, but tommorow will talk over the same problem oh sorry i mean topic love and i will also reveal something about me so have a great sleep ...............i love you all asusual hahahahahah stay tune with me forever .
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Regards
"SHRADDHA"

Love for you forever

Hi everyone
ki haal chaal i know you people are doing superb right?yup so lets continue with our new topic



hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm oh ya i love u yes i love guys but right now i mean to say today we will talk about this sentence which has become very common in todays scenario, hey Man just think about past few years or earlier time when people used to get hesitated just to say i like you .....but now we say i love to anyone whether friend or partner without any hesitation.Even when i was in a realtion in ninth standard i took 4months time to say i love to ma ex-boyfriend.Now we friends whether a guy or a girl say i love to eachother,hey but there is something special in love no''''i mean word love it seriously gives such a wonderful feeling and makes us so special, that's why i love the word love and when ma friends say this to me i feel great it really gives me soothing comfort i feel someone is there with me who loves me alot .......................hey hey hey i am not only talking about ma male friends i am talking about ma female friends too so please don't let your mind go to and fro and ya besides lover's love is concerend so dude now i don't believe in all those stuffs literally .cuz previously i have experienced it very well and come up with a decision that true love is hard to find specially in this scenario better to have singleship which is the bestship of the world,hahahaha and i know some of you are agree and some of you are totally disagree so no probs cuz everyone has their own perception and we are no one to change their views,but i said that cuz of ma past experiences,anyways its just a matter of time cuz time tells everything may be i get someone special in ma life so that i would change ma opinion ................lets see what happens ,i don't think too much but with the passage of time i have started enjoying my singleship oh ya seriously not in the sense of flirting but in the way of making career cuz this is the peak time of my life where i have to put lot of hard work to achieve ma goal and that's why i don't think about love or someone special.i am happy without him.But those who are in relationship and have someone genuine in their life ,then Man one word for you ...............you people are damn lucky so give them importance in your life and in any condition or situation never let them go....they are very special like an angel of your life.As i said before true love is hard to find.Anyways i wanna say many things about love but feeling so sleepy and tired too so will conitnue tommorow with the same topic Love.SO have a great night ....................oh ya i love you all hahahaahaha
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Regards
"SHRADDHA"

A sweet hi to everyone

whats up guys?
hope you all are doing great right no?
well i am terribly tired today and the reason is from last two three days i aint slept well cuz i was working on a project and till now its incomplete,anyways there is a lot to tell ,you know sometimes i feel i should go for long holiday or take a break but on other hand i cannot sit idle,in this way i am workaholic too cuz i love to do work and for my projects i can awake whole night provided it isn't boring.i don't know but i really love to do work of ma interest and once i take interest then no one could stop me to do it until i finish it with the perfection ,even i completely drowned ma self to do it well.i feel one should be workaholic because you can get everything in your life if you have passion towards your career and work as well.That depends upon person to person and i cannot impose ma views to anyone rito?Anyways whatever it is but i believe in perfection.i don't say that i am perfect cuz nobody is perfect in this world and thats a another fact of life.Besides i feel we should be punctual for everything .....after all punctuality is the habbit which must be cultivated by every cultured person and it is the mark of civilization.Right?hmmmmmmmmmmm hey sometimes i give boring lectures like anything but its a reality which u have to accept and whatever i have achieved in ma life till now cuz of puncuality , devotion ,dedication and honesty towards work,and a person who always keeps never say die attitude couldn't be defeated from any...................f things ,because there are some disgusting people in this world who try to come in your way or pour the cold water in your work .i mean politics typo ,they plot against you and even try to malign your image infront of the others specially those who think good for you ,even.. to some extent they succeed in all those bullshit stuffs but they stand no longer because soon people come to know about their real colors,so we shouldn't think about those bastards rather we should concentrate in our work cuz hard work pays and your work speaks.Anyways its too late now and ma project is also going to finish and after a long time i will sleep tight and wake up late.so have a great morning ,love u all .................................
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Regards
"SHRADDHA"

एक ख्वाब एक हकीकत

एक ख़ूबसूरत एह्साह जो रहता है हमेशा हर वक्त दिल के पास |
एक उम्मीद किसी के आने की
एक हकीकत किसी के न वापस आने की
क्या करे जब तकदीर को यही मंज़ूर है |
कोई इतने पास होकर भी इतना दूर है |
आज भी ये आंखे उनकी एक झलक को बेताब है |
जानती हूँ ये हकीकत नही बस एक ख्वाब है
आज भी भीड़ में ,मैं तनहा हूँ
खुशियाँ पास होकर भी,खुशियों से जुदा हूँ |
किसी को याद करना कितना आसन होता है
पर किसी को भूल पाना उतना ही मुश्किल होता है |
न जाने क्यूँ उनकी यादें दिल से जाती नही |
चाहकर भी मैं उनको भूल पाती नही |
सोचती हूँ कभी तो ऐसा पल आयेगा
जब गम भी अपने गम को भूल जाएगा |

Hey guys how u doing ?Hope doing great
anyways lets talk about this composition well i don't know why i have written this and for whom i have written ,actually i was doing ma project work and all of a sudden some lines came in ma mind and through those lines i made the whole composition.well now nothing much to say about it hope u would relish it..........so have a great night keep Rocking Love you all.

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Regards
"SHRADDHA"